I used to smile

Without a heavy heart tugging downwards

On the corners of my mouth.

I used to laugh

Because life was enveloped in your sunshine.

Everything was pure,

Untainted and innocent,

Untainted and innocent

Unaware of it dirty future

White is the easiest to stain

We used to play

ChIldhood games late into the night

Deaf to the ticking away of time

We took for granted the utopia we had

And now all we have is the memory.

I used to be content

With every aspect of my life

Until it was ripped away

Time deteriorates

So now im stuck

Longing for what is no more

I can never have it back

Not one more day

No second chance fairytales

Just a hole in my heart.

Clawing at memories

In hopes of escaping reality.

And alleviating the sickening pain

Change is incurable.